What is wrong with me?


have no idea or what. know i'm confused. think might sociopath.

have abusive parents. i've been bullied. i've gone through depression , have been suicidal. have morals , live in backwards rural town. think i'm morally , intellectually superior people in town. sound conceited yet..i'm not sure. repress , deny lot of feelings because it's painful/hard think about. want loved deep down hate love because of parents. tell me love me while telling me hate me , want me die next minute. imo, love lacks genuine respect. @ tv shows , romance novels. goals come first. females respected.

former friends have thought i'm causing drama , phase don't think so. don't know want in life. morals come within exactly? how good? have odd people skills. more friend, less tell them feelings. feelings ruin every relationship. talk feelings people know don't give damn. don't care others, mean, has invalidated feelings, everyone, want , i'm jealous of people care others. means haven't been hurt or experienced life. feel see others are. people want believe they're people , want believe care others when don't give ****. that's how our society run really...

thrill out of hurting others' feelings , making them feel bad. used extremely aggressive when younger , did learn because dislike doesn't mean should aggressive them. treat people how want treated. tell me what's wrong me please , how fix it. i'm 14 years old.

i have no idea or what. know i'm confused. think might sociopath. have abusive parents. i've been bullied. i've gone through depression , have been suicidal. have morals , live in backwards rural town. think i'm morally , intellectually...


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